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Last week I went through the hardest pain I’ve ever gone through. I wasn’t able to stand, sit, walk, or even lay down without feeling pain. Everything was painful. I probably slept a total of 4hrs the entire week because my body was in that much pain. 

I was told that I had a disease that only 2% of the world has. It causes my fluids to flow incorrectly & because of that, my body gets unbearable pain that eventually starts swelling. I was rushed into surgery Saturday. They had to cut me open, push out all my fluids that were in my swollen areas. For some apparent reason, the numbing shots didnt work so well on me. I felt most of the pain in my surgery, but they couldn’t stop because it had to be done. 

I’ve been on recovery for a few days now & it’s been a miracle. I can now get back to most of my activities. But, can not go back to my physical activities, like, bike riding & cheer. Even driving or taking walk around the block. If everyone got to see how bad my condition was, you’d understand my progression.

Today, I will be going back into surgery. I need a tube inside me to make sure my fluids flow correctly for 2mths. I was told I’m done with cheer for this season & that its not such a good idea to get back into work. 

I’m posting this along with this picture because throughout all of this, he held my hands, catered to my every need, kept me sane, wiped my tears, lost a lot of sleep, & did whatever he possibly could to take my pain away. He was with me through it all. He’s been helping me through my recovery knowing that it’s that easy to have the same thing happen all over again. He didn’t for once walk away. 

God blessed me for giving a man like my boyfriend. I don’t know how bad things would have gotten for me if it wasn’t for him.

Last week I went through the hardest pain I’ve ever gone through. I wasn’t able to stand, sit, walk, or even lay down without feeling pain. Everything was painful. I probably slept a total of 4hrs the entire week because my body was in that much pain.

I was told that I had a disease that only 2% of the world has. It causes my fluids to flow incorrectly & because of that, my body gets unbearable pain that eventually starts swelling. I was rushed into surgery Saturday. They had to cut me open, push out all my fluids that were in my swollen areas. For some apparent reason, the numbing shots didnt work so well on me. I felt most of the pain in my surgery, but they couldn’t stop because it had to be done.

I’ve been on recovery for a few days now & it’s been a miracle. I can now get back to most of my activities. But, can not go back to my physical activities, like, bike riding & cheer. Even driving or taking walk around the block. If everyone got to see how bad my condition was, you’d understand my progression.

Today, I will be going back into surgery. I need a tube inside me to make sure my fluids flow correctly for 2mths. I was told I’m done with cheer for this season & that its not such a good idea to get back into work.

I’m posting this along with this picture because throughout all of this, he held my hands, catered to my every need, kept me sane, wiped my tears, lost a lot of sleep, & did whatever he possibly could to take my pain away. He was with me through it all. He’s been helping me through my recovery knowing that it’s that easy to have the same thing happen all over again. He didn’t for once walk away.

God blessed me for giving a man like my boyfriend. I don’t know how bad things would have gotten for me if it wasn’t for him.

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thestarlighthotel:

If I had a kid, I’d get this or the toddler t-shirt. (x)

thestarlighthotel:

If I had a kid, I’d get this or the toddler t-shirt. (x)

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Starting to feel like the queen of great deals! I’ve been shopping a lot lately BUT it’s only because I’ve been getting the best deals. I bought one Peter Pan white blouse for $10 & a pair of combat boots for $32. Believe it or not, but those were my most expensive items! EVERYTHING I’ve bought lately had been $5 & under. Mmmmhhhhm accomplished!

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leavinmymark asked: Haha, I didnt know you had a Tumblr! Long time no speaky, hope you've been well. ^_^

Yeah, I’ve had it for a while but just starting using it again! I didn’t know you had one until I saw that video which by the way was soooo cool & neat. I loved it! I hope you’re doing well too. :)

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I’ve been talking about getting my side shaved since forever & I finally did it! I was going to wait until this season was over but a friend of mine told me to do it now or I’d bail out. Well, I did it & love it! Still some getting used too, but I love it :)) 

Today’s outfit: blue colored shirt, my brothers patterned cardigan, & riding boots. :)

I’ve been talking about getting my side shaved since forever & I finally did it! I was going to wait until this season was over but a friend of mine told me to do it now or I’d bail out. Well, I did it & love it! Still some getting used too, but I love it :))

Today’s outfit: blue colored shirt, my brothers patterned cardigan, & riding boots. :)

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I can’t wait to shave the side of my head! I’m waiting until this cheer season is over so I can still have my hair up without y coach giving me the eye. Haha

Today, I’m wearing a kid’s (yes, i am that small) jean dress I bought from a thrift store a while back, a causal cheetah hoodie, & red toms. Make up is just eyeliner, a little foundation & red lipstick. (I don’t know how to wear makeup. Lol)

Anyways, off to Christmas shopping I go!

I can’t wait to shave the side of my head! I’m waiting until this cheer season is over so I can still have my hair up without y coach giving me the eye. Haha

Today, I’m wearing a kid’s (yes, i am that small) jean dress I bought from a thrift store a while back, a causal cheetah hoodie, & red toms. Make up is just eyeliner, a little foundation & red lipstick. (I don’t know how to wear makeup. Lol)

Anyways, off to Christmas shopping I go!

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